if i try to translate this story to english is like this
I did not exceeded thirty when my wife gave birth to my children first, I still recall that night, stayed to the end of the night with the Coterie in guest houses, was an evening full of empty words, but alibi and comments land, which I assume mostly Adhakhm, and the absence of people, They laugh, I recall the night I Adgthm lot, I have a wonderful talent in the tradition, I changed the tone of my voice to become close to the person who ride it, for I ride of this and that, no one recognizes me until my friends, some people become so recognized Etjnebeni from Sani,
I remember that night mocked at the blind I saw cease in the market, and worse, I put my feet in front of him faltered and fell with his head upright did not know what to say, "She Dgti reverberating in the market, I returned to my home late, as usual, I found my wife in wait, was in a deplorable state , her voice Mtahedj: Rashid, where were you? I said, mocking: Mars, when my friends of course, it was apparent fatigue, she and strangled lesson: Rashed, I am very tired, apparently born and later became imminent, the tears fell silent on the cheek, I felt that I neglected my wife, was supposed Take care of that and underestimate Sohrati, especially as they are in the ninth month campaign to the hospital quickly, entered the room of birth, made to suffer pain for hours, I waited anxiously for the birth, the birth mother, waited so long tired, went to House and left the telephone number they have to Ibcroni, after hours, they contacted me to Izvo me news of the arrival of Salem, went to the hospital immediately, the first thing seen me ask about her room, asked me to review the doctor supervised the birth of my wife, I shouted to them: no doctor? ! Important that I see my son Salem, they said, first, see the doctor, the doctor entered, Kelmtni from misfortunes, and satisfaction Balakdar, then said: Look, it distorts very kind and seems to be lost sight!!
Lowered my head, and I defend Abbarati, I remembered that blind beggar, paid in the market and it Adgt people, Hallelujah also condemns condemned! Youth and remained a little, I do not know what to say, and then I remembered my wife and Wolde, thanked the doctor for the grace, and ready to see my wife, my wife did not grieve, the insured juvenile God, satisfied, as long advised that passes for ridicule people, The rumors always, not Tgtb people emerged from the hospital and left Salem with us, in fact, I did not care much, considering it is not in the house, while a high crying flee to the hall to sleep in, my wife was concerned about a lot, and loving it much, I did not I hate, but I could not be like him! Old Salem, began toddler, was Habute strange, boat year-old began trying to walk, Vakchwna that Araj, has become a heavy burden on myself more, my wife gave birth after age and eternal, years passed, and old Salem, and the large brothers, , I do not like to sit at home, always with my friends, in fact I Kallabh in their hands, did not ultimately wife of reform, the son always calls me, no anger of reckless behavior, but they often grieve if deemed negligent for Salem The rest of my brothers, old Salem, and with the large shadow, did not mind when my wife asked registered in a school for the disabled, I did not feel over the years, both my days, work and sleep and food, Sahar,
On Friday, woke up at noon atheist, it is still too early for me, I was invited to the wedding feast of six Allah and leave him, I passed hall home, made me pause stock Salem, was crying burning!
It is the first time Warning to the Salem cry since he was a child, ten years ago, have not turned him, I tried to Atjahlh, not himself, you hear his voice calling for the nation and I am in the room, turned, and then approached him, I said: Salem! Why do you cry?! When he heard my voice stopped crying, when Baqrbi hair, began what felt around with his hands Alsgirtin, by what I wonder?! I discovered that trying to avoid me!! As if to say: I felt me now, where are you ten years ago?! Followed, had entered his room, he refused to tell me why at the outset crying, I tried Atlotf him, shows why Salem began crying, and I listened to him and demanded, knowing what reason!! Delayed by his brother Omar, who is accustomed to Iouselh to the mosque, and they pray Gomaa feared not find a place in the first row, Club Omar, and his mother club, but not Mujibur, Fbki, took see tears seeping from the eyes Almkvovin, I could not stand the rest of that, he put my hand on his mouth, and I said: that you cried Salem!! Said: "Yes,
I forgot my friends, and I forgot waleemah, said: Salem does not grieve, you learn from your day will go to the mosque? Said: definite age, but always delayed, I said: No, but I go, you surprised Salem, does not believe this, I thought it ride, Astabbar then cried, I wiped tears my hand, and grabbed his hand, I wanted him to drive , refused, saying: Mosque soon, I want to progressing to the mosque, any God said to me, I do not recall when the last time entered the mosque, but the first time in which I fear, and remorse for what Frtth over the years, , the mosque was full of rallies, but I found a place to Salem in the first grade, listened to the Friday sermon and prayed together side, but in truth I wanted its side, after the prayer asked me Salem pockets, surprised!! How will read a blind? Almost a trend students, but I Jammelth fear of injured feelings, handed Mus, asked me to open the Mus on the image of the cave, took Invert pages sometimes, and sometimes see in the catalogue, until her grandmother, take me Mus, and then put in front of him, and began reading the sura, and eyes shut, O God!! It preserves the AL cave full!! I was ashamed of myself, having pockets, I felt Brashh in Aossali, read, and read, I called on God to forgive me and dark, I could not risk, such as children began to cry,
Some people still pray in the mosque year, I was ashamed of them, attempting to Bcae stopped trying, turning Kaba to sigh, but not feel, however small to contact me, and then delete to come, that Salem!! Tell to my chest, considered him, I said myself, I am not blind you, but I am blind, while Ansagt behind Vsak Egeronni to fire back to the house, my wife was very concerned at the Salem, but the concern turned into tears when I learned Before Friday with Salem, that day did not expose a group prayer at the mosque, bad companions abandoned, and I became the company best known in the mosque, knew taste faith with them, knew them by something Alehtni minimum, not striking a male or prayer tune, concluded the Koran several times a month, for Rdobt Sani noted Perhaps God forgive me Gepti and Schriti people, I felt closer to my family, disappeared insights fear and compassion that was looming from the eyes of my wife, returned the smile leaving the face of my son Salim, think of view and the king of the world, frequently commended for the blessing of Allah, one day, my friends decided to head to the righteous one remote areas of the invitation, hesitated to go, Astkrt God, I consulted my wife, it is expected will decline, but the opposite happened ! I frequently, but has been encouraged me in the past I travel without consulting immoral and Vjura, went to Salim, I told him passengers, implicitly embraces minora, saying goodbye, absent from the House three and a half months, during that period I contacted whenever I had the opportunity my wife and my children art, often derived them, how derived tube to Salem!! I wished to hear his voice, is the only one that has not spoken since travelled, either in the school or mosque hour outreach to them, whenever my wife occurred on Shawki mechanism,
The joy and laughs summer, but the last time Hafha where, I hear her laugh is not expected, changed its voice, I said to her: Say my peace of Salem, said: God willing, and paused, finally returned to the house, knocked on the door, , I wished that opens me Salem, but was surprised by the two sons of Khalid did not exceed the fourth age, in the arms of his campaign is to shout: Papa, Papa, I do not know why my chest pain when entered the house, in God from Satan Astazt Dieting, she came back to My wife, was addressed variable, as if it pretended joy, Tammeltha well, and then I asked: What is your? She said: "Nothing, suddenly remembered safe, I said, where Salem? Lowered her head, not answered, tears fell warm on the cheek, I shouted out, Salem, Salem Where? Only then did I hear the voice of my son, Khalid, says Bltgth: Papa, Thalm If Paradise, God, my wife did not have the position, his tears, almost falling on the ground, Fajrjt of the room, knew then that Salem his fever before the coming two weeks, Fajzth my wife to the hospital, narrowing the mouth, not unfailing, while his dead body,
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